I am going through a cognitive dissionce denial phase. Thus my posts make no sense, but its reality

Yeah I am all fucked  up about everything
trying to keep it down low
but my mind as expressed
by this bog]
is totaly blown
considreing all
the atacks
and possible solutions
we are just about
done

I got lots of reasons to keep on living
and I will till the bitter end
but I have to question
why the masters of the universe
do  not love thier family like
me and seek the profit
that will  mean the end