I always knew how to feel and did not get any wiser just wierder because wisdom never came true

I believed
I really believed
I was totally sucked in
to the realtiy distorian field
and was dropped from the team
by my choice
but could not recover
without the secret handshake

I am still 16 or maybe 19 in my mind
and life give me no reason
to think about my great adulthood
the teir two people have continued youth
and the other 80% must work like slaves

Responsiblity is the shackle of the wage slave
why should anyone be responsible for living on
the earth if there was any real democracy.
If you want to be a fuck up thats a choice
but human nature
makes that rare